Page 71 of Nodus Tollens
Blue’s magnetic eyes collided with mine as her mouth formed a pout. Confusion seized her beautiful features. Brows dipped, cheeks still the shade of cherry blossoms. I found it hard to control myself and not take her mouth in a searing kiss.
Fuck.
I wanted to do more than take her mouth, and my straining cock agreed.
“Jesus, you don’t. Do you?” I chuckled to myself as I took a hesitant breath before gliding my hand from her face to the side of her head. Threading my fingers through the sunny strands, I let the fever in my gut take over. I needed her to know how badly I needed her. That it didn’t matter to me whether she was experienced or not, I still wanted her. “Blue, I’m not gonna be so gentlemanly right now. Is that okay with you?”
Her eyes broadened at my statement as her head slowly nodded.
I didn’t have the time or energy to be concerned about what her reaction might be when I showed her just how okay I was with her being a virgin. My sole purpose right now was to make her less uncomfortable and more confident with herself, and if that meant I had to risk my noble attribute, then so be it.
I used the leverage I had on her waist and held her still. I made sure she was rendered immobile, and once I was satisfied, I drove my hips upward and ground my cock against her ass.
“Feel that?” I breathed out roughly as the words almost didn’t make it out. Her sharp gasp indicated she did, but I needed more. “I need your words, Blue.”
My cock begged for more. It needed warmth and pressure, but I kept myself at bay, knowing I would only scare her if I continued.
“Yes.” She choked out as if still feeling the effects of my grinding.
“Good.” I tightened the grip I had on her hair and gradually pulled her into me where our noses were barely grazing one another’s. My body protested in pain. My cock, more specifically, as it pressed achingly against my zipper, searching for Blue’s body to sink into. It wouldn’t take much to push her panties to the side and at least feel just how tight and soft she was. With the way her eyes were filled with subtle heat, I had a feeling she would let me indulge in her sweetness, even if just for a few seconds.
And fuck, how I wanted to.
But despite my growing need to, I couldn’t do that to her. I wouldn’t. Not when she deserved a bed, flowers, low dim lights, and sweet spoken words in her ear. I wanted it to be a night she would never forget and one where I’d be able to take her until the sun came up and not have to worry about anything else.
A night of endless passion.
That’s what my girl deserved.
Reeling myself in, I took a breath and closed my eyes.
“That’s what you do to me. Every time I look at you. Every time I think about you. Nothing could ever change that. Whether you’re a virgin or not, it doesn’t matter. All that matters is that you’re mine, and I’m yours.”
A soft hitch in her breath caused my eyes to open. Immediately, I could sense that she was no longer sheepish with me. No fear, no flushed cheeks. Instead, she was staring at me like I was her whole world. Or as if she suddenly realized that I was.
“Where the hell did you come from Hayes Decker?” She whispered across my lips, sending a flutter of hope through my heart.
Then, ever so lightly, her mouth skated over mine. Barely touching, she was giving me a tenderness that I didn’t know I craved. It made my spine tingle. It sent my heart pulsating. We were breathing each other in more than kissing, and when she pulled away, I found myself panting.
“I don’t know, but I think I was always supposed to come find you, Blue…” And with that and a brief kiss to her head, I spent the rest of our date holding her close to me. Nothing in this world felt more perfect than this moment, and I had a feeling nothing would ever compare to it. My heart had already made the decision long before I had even met her. We were predestined. Written in the stars. She was mine, and I was hers.
And nothing would ever change that.
We held onto each other for a little while longer, just enjoying the view of the stars above us and the faint howls of the wind. Practically kicking myself for not throwing a blanket in my truck, I cradled her in closer to my chest before an idea crossed my mind.
“Dance with me?” I whispered into the shell of her ear causing her head to lift from the crook of my neck.
“What?” She laughed while turning her head to catch my eyes.
“Dance with me, Blue. Right here.” I smiled and gently pushed her off me so I could stand on my feet. I could sense her disbelief and apprehension the second I saw those cute little eyebrows pull together.
Every girl deserved to slow dance in the bed of a truck, right?
“Hayes… Seriously?” She chuckled as her amused stare took me in but refused to stand. “You want to dance, right here, right now?”
“I do.” I extended my hand out for her to grab and a warm smile spread across her face.
“I don’t know how to slow dance.” Her throat bobbed as she stared at my palm.
