Page 16 of The Duke With the Dragon Tattoo
She understood then.
His body, strong, young, and virile, healed with incredible alacrity. But what remedy was there for a lonely and broken heart?
She could think of none.
His eyes fluttered closed, forcing more tears from between the lids. She had the sense that he hid whatever…whoeverwould stare out from the darkness at her. His hands were clenched tightly, burrowing into the sheets. Shadows played across his jaw as he worked it to the side, battling to regain control of himself.
Instinct whispered that she must walk the line between compassion and pity most carefully here.
Struck by impulsive sentiment, she lifted her hand, bent over him, and pressed her lips to his chest, just above his heart.
He tensed. Froze. Not so much as drawing a breath until she pulled away.
“I’ll heal that too,” she promised. If it was the last thing she did, she’d figure out how to stitch his broken heart back together.
His eyes snapped open, regarding her as if she’d taken his soul just then, or maybe returned it to him.
Nervously, she licked her lips. They tasted of soap and salt and… him.
The air shifted again, dangerously this time, becoming heavy with the promise of something she couldn’t identify and didn’t understand.
Lorelai did her best to ignore it. “Someone was hurting you… in your dream… did you recognize who it was?”
He shook his head. “Men… they were…” His breath sped again, his features twisting with revulsion.
“They were what?”
He shuddered. “Never mind what.”
“Is there anything I can do?” Driven to touch him again, she bent to place a hand back on his chest. The cold night air prickled dangerously through her thin nightshift, reminding her of the untied ribbons hanging loose at the collar.
His tears had dried quite suddenly. His sweat had turned to salt. And the way he looked at her now…
Lorelai swallowed, thinking how she had always considered black a cold color, until this very moment.
Banked obsidian fire danced in the meager light of her lantern.
“Go.” The word seemed to strangle him as he plucked her hands away from him by her wrists, giving them back to her roughly.
“Pardon?” She hugged her hands to her body.
“Never visit me at night.Never again.”
She didn’t understand. Wasn’t she helping him? Hadn’t she saved him from the assailants who hurt him in his sleep?
“What if you have another nightmare?” she contended. “I can’t just let you—”
“Leave me to it. Let it take me.” A feral, primitive warning lurked beneath the bleakness in his eyes.
“But I—”
“You can’t control them!” he snarled. “And I can’t control my—” His hands lifted toward her, then plunged into his hair, grabbing great handfuls of it. For some reason she couldn’t look at the parts still covered by the sheets. She feared him like this, because he feared himself. But… she ached for him, too. Ached in ways she didn’t yet comprehend.
“Just get out.Please.”
The plaintive note in his plea brooked no argument. Warned her away as surely as the hiss of a cornered cat.
Perplexed, dejected, Lorelai limped to the sideboard as slowly as she could, waiting for him to call her back. To change his mind and realize he needed her company after all.
