Page 93 of Vespertine
Jazz’s eyes flew open and he stared down at Nicky with awild, urgent gaze.
Nicky stroked over his hole, rutting up hard. He staredchallengingly at Jasper. If they were going to do this, if they were going tobreak Nicky here on this beach, then he was going to do it fucking right. Leavenothing untouched, nothing sacred. He pushed against Jasper’s hole.
“Yes,” Jasper whimpered. He spread his legs a little andgasped, bent forward and kissed Nicky again. Jasper’s mouth was hot and slick.He vibrated with urgent, sharp need as he gave himself over to his desire.Nicky drove his tongue deep as he pushed the tip of his dry finger in, barelybreaching him, and then pulling out again.
Nicky gripped the back of Jasper’s hair, tugging him up andangling his head for an even deeper kiss. Jasper shoved his hands under Nicky’sshoulders, pulling him tight and using his weight to keep them flush from hipto shoulder as he ground against him with unleashed lust.
“You want this, Jazz?” Nicky whispered, the words pushingpast the sharp lump in his throat. “You want me?”
“Nicky…” Jasper moaned and rubbed his face all over Nicky’s,stubble scraping stubble, and their hot breath mingling.
“Prove it,” Nicky muttered. “Prove you want me.”
Jasper made a weird noise, worry and helpless lust combined,and he kissed Nicky softly, but it didn’t last. Their noses smashed and theirteeth clacked as their mouths and bodies came together with harsh, uncontrolledmovements. Their lovemaking was more struggle than sweetness, and Nicky surrenderedto it, waiting to shatter.
The blanket beneath them bunched against his back as theyrutted and kissed, hands touching skin with hungry, gripping fingers, like theycould devour one another through their palms.
“Jasper,” Nicky whispered, but he didn’t know what he wasgoing to say. Maybe he was giving some kind of warning, but they were too fargone now, and he forgot everything when Jasper lifted up to slide his handbetween them, cupping Nicky’s dick and whimpering into his mouth.
“Oh, Nicky,” he moaned. He slid his other hand up to Nicky’sneck, and then glided the back of his knuckles over Nicky’s cheek, draggingover the stubble.
“What?” Nicky asked.Not yet. Don’t let him pull away yet!
Jasper stared down at him and Nicky’s stomach clenched. Henearly hauled Jasper back to the kiss, unwilling to face the pain yet, butJasper smiled softly. “I meant what I said earlier. I’ve never seen anyone morebeautiful than you.”
Nicky wanted to stay angry. He wanted to stay afraid andhurt, but he couldn’t look up at Jasper haloed by the sunlight, beautiful andvulnerable, and he couldn’t look into Jasper’s awe-filled hazel eyes and wantto do anything but love him.
“Me too,” he whispered. “No one as beautiful as you.”
Tears filled his eyes and clogged his throat, the resistancein him dissolving away: ice giving into the brilliant, consuming sun. Jasperslowed their kiss and rolled so that Nicky was on top.
“Let me look at you,” Jasper murmured, rubbing his hands upNicky’s chest, lingering on the fox and badger tattoo, before whimpering anddragging Nicky down against him again. “I can’t…oh, I can’t…Nicky, I’m sorry.”
“I know—”Don’t say it. Please don’t say it.
“I’m sorry. Nicky, I’m going to come.”
A cool relief flooded him, blessed reprieve from inevitablepain, and Nicky lifted up to ease the friction between them, trying to preventthem from both going off like the horny virgins they’d once been together. Hehadn’t gotten to taste Jasper or see his cock. He wasn’t going to let this endyet. Fuck no, he was going to earn his future misery.
Jasper gripped his ass and tried to drag him down again,their underwear bunching and rubbing between them. Sand prickled and scratchedas they moved, kicked up by their reckless rutting. Nicky kissed Jasper andheld his hips away, murmuring against his mouth. “Shh, Jazz, hold on, okay? I’vegot you.”
But Jasper shook his head, insistent and hungry, distractingNicky with his tongue, tangling his fingers in Nicky’s hair to hold him inplace. Breath and slick skin and lips moved together, the sound of the waveslapping at the shore echoing the movement of their bodies. A thumping, slappingsound that was layered over with moans and whimpers.
“Fuck,” Nicky moaned and pulled away, kissing Jasper’scollar bone, on the verge of coming too. “Want to see you.”
Jasper grunted in confusion, until Nicky arched up and beganto push his own underwear down, freeing his cock.
“Oh, uh, yeah,” Jasper grated out. “Nicky, wow. It’s still so…pretty.”Jasper frantically lifted his hips to shove his underwear down too. Jasper’scock throbbed above his thatch of dark golden-brown hair and leaked wetly ontohis belly.
“Damn, Jazz,” Nicky said thickly. “You grew there too.”
Jasper’s thick, fat-headed dick bobbed with his laugh. “Ididn’t notice.”
Nicky bit his lip, wanting to lick the slick, glossy precomeup and then take Jasper’s length down his throat, but something held him back.He waited for Jasper to take the lead. A trembling set up in his stomach,echoed in his hands and lips. He felt swallowed by an unbearable tenderness forJasper. He needed Jasper to reach for him first, to make this more than a quickclutch and come between them.
Jasper’s hands wandered up his chest, touching the fox andthe heart tattoo. He stroked down over Nicky’s abs to brush over his happytrail and then hesitated.
“It’s okay,” Nicky murmured. “It doesn’t bite.”
