In my lap, in my life, she was mine, and we both slowed down, the pause filled with anticipation. As if a fog had lifted, Mia became mellow, no longer commanding or taunting.
Her eyes flicked to my lips, and I knew that she was done fighting. My chest tightened as she finally,finallyclosed the space between us, her little pout begging for it. Desperate.
Surrendering.
And she gave in. She gave me the world.
17
Svet Moy
Mia
Hischeeksosoftbeneath my fingertips, his cock buried balls deep inside me, his arms wrapped possessively around my waist— he, him,his. I couldn't resist. I stumbled into this, and I was falling faster, harder, with everything I had.
Fuck, his lips fulfilled something inside me. Something primal and dark, a part of me I didn’t want to admit existed. The pause between us was divine intervention. He begged, and I gave in, tasting the drug that was Kirill.
I broke my second rule.
Both of us froze at the action, and we savored it, memorized it. This wasn't a fucking kiss. This was a goddamn bottomless abyss, desperate, hungry, and starved. "Fuck, Mia." Those jade eyes took away all my strength. "Shut me up again, Sunshine," Kirill pleaded, with no hint of that dominant man. No, he belonged to me, begging for a simple kiss.
But the truth was that I had no power over him. I was falling in love right there in his arms, and I was the one breaking all my stupid rules that I so desperately clung to, trying to save myself from fully going under. Just like that, my hips grinding on him, my arms wrapped around his neck, and my tongue in his mouth,we became one.
His mouth was fucking addicting. It was soft, sweet, and it reached deep inside my fucking heart and bled it dry. No other kiss had ever felt like this.
It all became slow and languid, so far from where we started.
I was so fucking lost.
"Just like that,svet moy."
His light. His world.
I wasn't going to survive this. I wouldn't be able to come out of this alive. Whatever this was between us was sucking me in with the strength of a black hole.
Unexpectedly, my back sunk into the bed, and his tattooed torso pinned me down, the best dick of my life filling me up, and his lips devouring mine. This was the most full and delicious feeling in the world.
His dick was…well, his dick wasbig. But it was also fucking thick, stretching me, ruining me. It was exactly how I imagined—no—it was better, more, harder. Damn, the package matched the vibe, to quote Viv.
Big. Heavy. A few prominent veins running its length, a slight curve to the side—fucking hell, why did that make it hotter?
All of me was alive, enjoying every second as if this was my last moment on earth. Fuck, he thrust in just right, but his movements became frenzied and on edge. His body was large, inked, and powerful. His thrusts became harder, his grip on me tighter, he spilled inside me, never letting me catch my breath. I didn't want to. I would suffocate before I stopped this kiss.
His body weight was exactly what I wanted. To be squished underneath him, tobelong.
"Don't even think about walking out that door, you hear me?" His question sounded in my ear like a threat, my lips buzzing with the force of an angry beehive. It was all a blur in this dark and quiet room, on his bed, his cock still inside me, our lips glued together.
I wasn't thinking of anything. My brain was mush, my whole belief system scrambled.
Why did this feel phenomenal? Why did this feel like nothing else I'd ever experienced?Howwas I supposed to live after this?
“You're so fucking beautiful, Mia.” Opting to stay silent, I let myself descend into his orbit. His lips marked me like a hot iron, leaving hickeys on my neck as evidence of his possessiveness.
My lips bruised from the force of our kisses, I wanted more and more and connected myself with him with renewed energy.
The whole world was dead to us. It was just us two. There was nothing else around; no one else mattered.
There were no words, only his eyes on mine, opening up his soul. He wasn't just a stranger. There was something linking us, and he knew what that was while I remained in the dark.