Page 36 of Your Biggest Downfall
He put a little bit of the coke on his hand just like last time. It looked like the same amount. He didn’t need to say anything or coach me. I repeated what I’d done earlier with the other nostril, inhaling the powder and letting the tangy feel hit the back of my throat. Austin licked the remaining coke off his hand.
My nose was numb, but the high was almost instantaneous this time.
Fuck. My hands went right to his hair, and I pulled his head back, kissing Austin along his neck. I could feel his pulse as if it was my own. It was erratic and wild.
I nibbled his skin as his hands met mine. I couldn’t get enough of him.
“I need you,” I demanded. “I need you right now.”
My hands were wildly roaming his body. I wanted him. I needed him. I wanted to run away with him because everything felt so fucking good, like a warm blanket draped over me. At the same time, I wanted to run with him through the galaxies around the different dimensions. As long as I was with Austin, I needed him.
Austin turned me around and I gripped the top of the toilet tank. My fingers clenched around the cool, smooth ceramic, thehard edges pressing into my palms. I didn’t care anymore about the germs. I could wash my hands.
He pushed up the hem of my dress, and out of instinct alone, I slammed against his hard cock. Fuck I was so turned on.
Looking around, I had a brief realization that I was in a bathroom though. I was still a virgin.
Stop. You don’t want to do this here.
But everything about my body was on fire. I wanted to come. I wanted my clit rubbed. I wanted to feel his skin against mine. I thrust backward to feel his cock against me once again, and he let out a low chuckle.
“Hold still,” he said as he grabbed my hips.
I held onto the porcelain tightly, trying to hold still, but everything inside me was screaminggo.
Something cool pressed against my back, just above the top of my thong. “What’re you doing?” I glanced over my shoulder, and his face was hovering above my lower back. He was shaking the baggy onto my... skin? “No, seriously,” I whisper-shouted. “What the fuck are you doing?”
His blue eyes were so glazed over, and I couldn’t tell if it was from the drugs or drinking.
“Shhh,” he said and then pointed outside the stall.
I cocked my head to the side to try and understand what he was saying. I was too high for this shit.
“Oh my god. Brenda, did you see?—”
I threw my hair over my shoulder and was met with a sardonic smile. “I told you,” he whispered.
He grabbed his credit card and the same bill he’d used earlier from his wallet and then lined up on my skin along my panty line.
“Ew. Let me pee quickly.” Shuffling came from the stall next to us.
I closed my eyes. My heart was racing, and I couldn’t tell if it was the drugs or something else. I thought I was having a heart attack with how fast my breath was coming, how fast my heart was beating, and how badly I wanted more of Austin’s skin touching mine.
I need to dance.
Why was that the first thought in my head? I didn’t need to dance. I needed to get the fuck out of here.
“Brenda,” the woman shrieked. The toilet flushed, the sink turned on, and the door opened. “There are two people fucking in that stall.”
Once the door clicked shut, both of us broke out into laughter.
“Hold fucking still, Supernova.”
I paused. “We almost got caught, Austin. You’re going to do a line of blow off my butt.”
“For someone who’s never done drugs before now, you got all the druggie lingo.”
I rolled my eyes and looked forward. “Shut up.”
