Page 68 of Head Over Feels
“Callhim, don’t text,”Coleinstructed.
Jasonlifted the phone to his ear. “Hey, can you come home?FelixandMalcolmgot some disturbing news about their case and we’re a little uneasy.”
ColekissedJason’sneck and said, “Thanks, sweetie.”
“Cole,”Felix’svoice was ragged.Ileaned forward to see his face.Washe crying? “Maybewe should leave, go stay in a hotel or something.”
“No.”Cole’svoice was firm. “You’resafe here.Weall are.Iget a little nervous sometimes, likeJasonsaid.”
“Anyonewould be, after what y’all went through,”Itold him.
Hepointed a finger back and forth between me andFelix. “Imean it, though.Youneed to stay here until they catch the fucker who set the bomb, especially if he killed this other person.Andif they haven’t caught him by the timeJakeLordis supposed to stay in the guest cottage, well he’s rich enough to afford a fucking hotel room.”
Icoughed a laugh.Thatwas undeniably true.JakeLordwas a living legend; he’d recently retired after a multi-decade rock and roll career.
“Okay,”Felixsaid faintly as he rubbed his chest. “Thanks,Cole.”Helooked over at me. “Canwe go back to the guest cottage?IthinkIcan sleep a little now.”
Igrunted and we stood.JasonandColesaid to just leave our coffee cups, soFelixhanded me my crutches and we made our way back.
Onceinside the guest cottage,Felixheaded into his bedroom.We’dspent last night in mine, so did this mean he wanted to be alone?Islowed down untilIwas hovering in the doorway.
“Comein and sit down,” he said, pointing at the bed.
Okay.Mydick perked up hopefully asIsat.Felixtook my crutches, then he knelt in front of me.Myeyebrows flew up.
“Whatchadoin’,Felix?”
Hegrinned and tugged my shoes off.Ididn’t remove my shirt;Iwas going to letFelixtake the lead here.
Hestood, smirking at my grunt of disappointment.Hereached for the hem of my shirt, pulling it over my head.Nexthe put his hand in the middle of my chest and pressed me back onto the mattress.Iliked where this was going.
Ilifted my hips whenFelixtugged at the waistband of my sweatpants.Hecaught my underwear at the same time, carefully easing them over my mostly hard dick.
Iused my elbows to shimmy myself further up the bed.Felixhadn’t moved.Hewas toying with the hem of his shirt, a conflicted look on his face. “Nowyou,”Iurged.
Hehesitated some more. “I’mnot gorgeous like you,” he blurted.
Iwas having trouble processing that statement, butFelixneeded me to speak, and quickly.Isat up. “Holdon.Ihave a couple of issues with what you just said.”
“Youknow whatImean.”Felixdidn’t look up.
“Iknow what you’re trying to say, butIprofoundly disagree with it.Rememberwhat you said about both of us being slightly insecure about our bodies?”Felixnodded jerkily.IwishedIhad a way with words likeGregorCarlosdid, butI’dhave to do my best. “Firstof all, youaregorgeous, and my dick andIare pissed off you would say you aren’t.”Mydick had unfortunately softened a bit sinceIwas anxious, but it was still at half-mast at least.Felixraised his head and he gave me a little half-smile.Iwanted to kiss him badly.Buthe needed to stay where he was at the end of the bed so he could finish what he started.
“Secondof all, you calledmegorgeous whenI’mnot only past my prime, but my leg isn’t anyone’s idea of pretty.”
Felix’sbrows slammed together, and he said, “You’renot past your prime, andIthink you’re beautiful.Allof you.”
Ismiled at him, trying to put everythingIfelt for him into my eyes. “Ithink the same about you.”Hewas still frowning, soIpressed on. “Theday we met, beforeIknew you very well,Ijacked off thinking about you.”Thatgot me a wide-eyed look.Ilet my eyes go half-mast andItrailed my gaze over his body.Ireached for my dick. “Ipictured peeling your clothes off and laying you out on my kitchen table.Iwanted to come all over your chest and belly.”Ishook my head slowly. “Andthat was beforeIknew you had freckles all over.”Mydick was standing tall now, soIpointed at it. “Lookat this,Felix, and never doubt againIwant you, thatIfind you incredibly attractive and hot as hell.”
Felixstared at my cock and licked his lips. “Oh.”
“Takeyour clothes off,Felix.”
“Okay.”Hiseyes darted between my dick and my face.Ispread my legs and fondled my balls.Mydick got harder, precome forming at the tip.Ilocked eyes withFelix. “I’mimagining you naked right now.Iwant to see how hard your nipples are.”
Felixswallowed, then firmed his jaw.Hepulled his t-shirt off in one swift move.Hisbruises looked like mine, bright purple now they’d set in completely.ButIwanted to focus on something else.
“Yes, that’s whatIneed.Giveme more.”Ileaned back on one elbow, my other hand still rolling my balls.Ididn’t want to risk coming.
