Not today. Not soon. Maybe not ever.
But maybe.
I pulled out my phone, opened my notes app, added to my list.
Things I'm grateful for:
My practice (small but honest)
My sobriety (three years, no slip-ups)
My health
Marcus and the few friends I made
My parents (still talking to me, even after everything)
A second chance to become someone better
Emma is happy
Emma listened
I stared at that last line for a long moment.
Then I put my phone away, left money on the table for both coffees, and walked out into the October morning.