“No, Kata, it’s fantastic!”
That’s all the verification I need. I have never blown a guy. I do give a decent hand job, at least I think I do, but I never wanted to blow a random guy I just flirted with. Now, however, I want to. Wrapping my lips around the tip of his cock, I give it a tentative suck. A groan leaves Remus’ lips, spurring me on further. I don’t really know what I am doing, once more just going with the flow and with what Ayden once told me about a blow job he'd received. Good thing he is always oversharing!
I can feel Remus shifting his body slightly. Before I know what he is doing, his hand moves between my legs. Momentarily, his cock slips out of my mouth. “Yes,” I gasp. “Remus.”
“Fuck!” His voice is so low, it makes my core tighten. “Hearing you say my name like that is amazing.”
“What do you want?” I ask him, blinking up at him.
“What doyouwant?” he asks in return.
“I want you inside me.”
He pulls me up, closer to him again. “Would you mind if I am on top?” he asks. “I don’t feel comfortable… you know…”
I won’t allow him to get anxious now and question whether I am having a good time or not. I just drop onto my back, pulling him on top of me. It must have been the right decision because he instantly kisses me, grabbing my legs to pull them apart and settle between them.
“Fuck,” he curses. “We didn’t buy condoms.”
“I am on birth control,” I say with a grin. “You may thank Ayden for that later. He pushed me to do it, becauseyou never know.”
“I will write him a thank you card,” he whispers into my neck, licking at it teasingly.
It seems like another wall around him has crumbled. He is much bolder all of a sudden, lifting my hips slightly, thengrabbing my hands, pinning them to the sides of my head. My body is screaming for him. I am so wet, he is able to push into me in one go. “Yes, like that,” I gasp, pulling one hand free and wrapping it around his neck.
He slides into me, slowly first, before picking up his pace and the force of his thrusts. “This—” I moan when he shifts his angle, and my mouth drops open. “Remus.”
“Fuck, Kata, you feel amazing. Mark me!”
I don’t ask him again if he is sure or not. We talked about it before, and he told me he is ready. I don’t have any reason to doubt him. Time to pull another barrier down now. I allow Marise to come forward, letting her raise our head and slam her fangs into our mate’s neck.
Remus shivers and groans, something dark flashing through his eyes. The bond snaps into place, making this all so much more intense. My eyes almost roll into the back of my head when I suddenly feel another presence. Remus’ lips are on my neck. “Not so fast,” a voice whispers.
I can barely grasp what’s happening, my mind trying to chase this sudden, new development and understand it. Far ahead of my mind is my heart, though, understanding what’s going on way before my head does. “Your name?” I blurt out, not able to form a proper sentence, as he bites down on my neck, marking me as his.
“Atlas.”
I close my eyes, clinging onto Remus’ back, as I feel the intensity of our marking and mating wash over me in the first orgasm I’ve ever had. Remus’s cock tightens inside me before his hot seed covers my walls.
It takes a while for me to come down from my high. “I can’t believe it,” I whisper, sliding off him and dropping onto my back, then I turn my head to look at Remus. In one hand, he holds mine, while the other rests on his chest.
“I…” He shakes his head, as if he can’t believe what just happened. “This is… my wolf was here!”
“Atlas,” I say softly.
He closes his eyes. “I can feel his presence stronger now. I think… we are really close to becoming one. And all just thanks to you, Kata.”
“No,” I say. “You took the steps to start healing. It all began with your decision to get to know me, to get better, and to mend your relationships with your friends and family. It was you, not me.”
“You gave me the push,” he says.
“And you put the effort into it,” I add, snuggling against him. “Don’t diminish your own work.”
For a while, none of us talks, then Remus chuckles. “Can you believe we had our first time together, inthisroom. I just marked my mate on sheets with little kittens on it.”
“And in this completely kitsch room,” I giggle. “But it’s good. It adds personality to our marking.”
Remus laughs. “It does.”