Page 91 of Trust No Alpha
He let out moans and groans, his mouth stretching wide open at some points.
When I felt my own body fit to his own in a pace I was comfortable with, I leaned down and kissed that mouth, pushing into him with my tongue, doing a little penetrating of my own.
I rocked and rocked on him. I felt filled up to the brim, my cock slapping at his stomach as I undulated.
And it was wonderful!
Thorne gave a low growl and that was my only warning as hot liquid spilled into me deep, deeper. When I felt his knot form, I pushed down hard taking all of him into me and stilling my body as he continued to orgasm, hips bucking against my weight.
I held onto his hip with my free hand and it was amazing to feel him form inside me, the knot growing hard and thick at the base of his cock, stretching me almost beyond what I could take. Pain shot through me, but gradually vanished. I could feel every inch of him throb inside me and I squeezed my muscles around his shaft and his knot.
He gave a yell.
I did it again.
His cock continued to pulse and I knew he was lost in euphoria and would be for quite some time.
I leaned down and kissed him again and again, so happy that I could be doing this for him.
He tossed a little more, but I murmured sweet words into his ear because it had seemed to help before, and because I wanted to tell him everything I was feeling.
“It’s wonderful. So wonderful, Thorne. I can feel your knot moving and it feels so good. It’s pressing inside me in the sweetest way now. I’m so close to coming. Do you feel what you’re doing to me? Do you know? Does it feel good? Keep coming, baby, keep coming and I’ll take it all inside me. And then I’ll come, too.”
“You—you--” But those were the only words I could understand from him.
When I leaned back to look at his face, he was rapt. His eyes began to roll back. It was normal… until it wasn’t. His body went lax. His muscles, once straining, now loosened.
Ah, so that was it. He was blacking out. Now I could see. I expected him to go crazy then, maybe shift me around and try to mount me in other, more dominant positions, but instead he stopped everything, though his knot continued to move and his cock still pulsed inside me.
I cupped his face. “Stay with me. Stay with me.”
His sweet little Omega would never have died from this. Thorne wasn’t aggressive at all, but actually fainting from pleasure.
No, Ian had died from a weakened heart that had gone undetected his whole life. Natural causes. Thorne had been unconscious when it happened, but he had not been a party to it. And even if he had been aware, there would have been nothing he could have done. Paramedics would not have been able to save Ian.
People died. Sometimes there was no rhyme or reason.
I could see now that none of what had happened to Ian was due to Thorne or his neglect. Maybe Ian had been enthusiastic and forgot to drink enough water or care for his needs, but he had died because it was his time and not because of anything Thorne had done or failed to do.
“Thorne! Stay with me!”
I continued to whisper to him. “I mean no disrespect to your beautiful love from the past, but he died of natural causes. You have blackouts, yes, but you didn’t kill him! And you’re not even close to killing me.”
“My fault,” he groaned softly.
“No. It wasn’t! You need to realize that!”
His eyes rolled up.
“Come on.” I gently slapped his cheek with one hand. “Look at me. Knot me properly while looking into my eyes. Thorne, mate me. Bond me. Take me with you over the edge.”
How it worked was a mystery ensnared in love. The mate-bond. Alphas and Omegas were compatible or they were not. They fell in love and they mixed their scents and their essences, and opened their minds. A mate-bond could not be forced. It did not happen by accident. It was a natural extension of two people wanting each other with all their hearts.
I was so aroused I almost couldn’t speak, let alone think. But the words poured from me as if they were meant to be.
“Take me. Take me with you over the edge. Thorne, I love you. I love you!”
Thorne tried one more time to pull back, but we were stuck together physically. There was nowhere to go until his knot fully expanded to just beneath the head of his cock and released.
