Page 90 of Trust No Alpha
“And now it’s done. I’ve done all I can for you. Time to leave!”
I stepped toward him. “It’snotdone.”
“You will obey…”
“I’mAlpha.Youwill obey!” I used all my strength to get those words out. They echoed off the basement’s stone walls.
Thorne stood before me now, erect and trembling, teeth bared, sweat rolling into his eyes. But I wasn’t afraid. I knew him and I knew myself. I wanted this.Hewanted this. It could never be wrong or bad. And if he lost control, I was the right partner to meet that head-on.
I ran toward him, and before he knew what hit him I tackled him down to the bare mattress. It was cold down here, but it didn’t matter. Neither of us would feel it in a minute. In fact, right now I was sure he couldn’t feel it at all.
Thorne made a lot of protesting noises, but I kept softly talking to him. “Shh. You’re okay. I’m in control now.”
Our thighs slipped together. Our erections met and dueled. He was already leaking from the tip.
He raged for a minute or so, yelling, trying to break free, but I easily held him. Had he not believed me when I said I was strong? Did he not see me as equally Alpha to him in every way?
Well, I’d make him see.
“Look at me,” I stated over and over. “I’m on top. You’ll be in me soon, but I’m on top. I’m in charge. I’m not submitting to you. I’m not going to let you take me past what I can handle.”
He kept squirming, his head twisting back and forth.
“You’ll be inside me where it’s warm and safe.” I reassured him. “You’ll like it so much. It will feel so good for you and for me. I know it. I may not be fully Omega, but I’ve prepared myself. I can make it pleasurable for us both.”
A lot of what I said was in whispers, my breath on his face, in his hair.
His yells quieted to soft whimpers. “No. No. No.”
I knew his words were not about consent. They were about me and my welfare. They were about love.
His cock was raging hard against my own as I rocked upon him. My own erection came forward to rest alongside his on his flat stomach.
I grabbed his wrists with one hand, easily holding him in place, my biceps bulging, and used my now free hand to touch him. Slowly, I lifted my hips as I gripped his cock and lifted it so it stood straight up from his body. I milked it and it slid easily over my palm, hot and hard. I lifted up and positioned him against my ass, arching my lower back to spread myself better.
Thorne moaned but stopped trying to push me away. He was already lost in his pleasure.
I hadn’t done this before, but I’d seen videos. I’d only ever imagined what it would be like to be inside another. Never in this way, until I met him.
Now, I was ready. I did not allow my confidence to falter.
There was no time for foreplay, but I’d done a good job on myself after my shower.
As Thorne trembled and groaned, I gently lowered myself onto his slick shaft. I felt the head of his cock press against me, hot and wet, and my own hole was slick from my prep, but this feeling was new to me. Startling, even.
But I wanted this. I wanted everything with this man. I had already lost my virginity to him. Now I was ready to lose it again, in this way.
It hurt at first, even with the lube and his naturally flowing pre-cum. But I didn’t mind because it felt good, too. Really good. Because this was Thorne, a man I had grown to love in only a few weeks, and he was inside me now as far as I could take him, our bodies melded in the most intimate of ways.
For an Alpha in the Burn, he showed amazing control. I would have been immediately thrusting, unable to contain myself. I knew that from what I’d experienced without penetrating anything but Thorne’s mouth.
But Thorne held himself still, letting my body get used to him, letting my muscles accept this deep immersion of him into my body.
I kept my hand on his wrists, but he was straining less now. My other hand came up and rubbed up and down the center of his chest, calming him.
He responded beautifully. I kept him under my control until I was ready, and then I began to move.
Up and down, I slid more and more easily as I began a rhythm.
