Page 34 of Hello Forever
Axel closed his hand over mine. “Baby, hang on.” Concerned eyes met mine. “Have you bottomedbefore?”
Slowly, I shookmyhead.
He bit one of his full, gorgeous lips. “So youusuallytop?”
This was not the conversation I wanted to have. “There is nousually.”
“I get that. But…” He frowned. “Have you never done this at all?” Another shake of my head, and his eyes got wide. “Oh Cax,really?” He put a hand over my heart and looked intomyeyes.
Great. I’d just ruined the mood. “It’s not that I don’twantto.”
Axel’s expression went soft. He put his cheek down on my chest. “When’s the last time you fooled around withaguy?”
“It was with you,” Iwhispered.
His whole body went still. “Not incollege?”
Embarrassed, I shook my head. “Toorisky.”
“That’s the saddest thing I everheard.”
I sighed. “I know I’m pathetic. Can we stop talking aboutitnow?”
Warm, lovely hands began to caress my chest. “Babe, I didn’t mean to make you feel bad. But there’s no way I’m fucking youtonight.”
“Why?This could be our onlychance.”
He lifted his head to look into my eyes. “Don’t say that. You’re twenty-two years old, Cax. There are years of excellent fucking in yourfuture.”
But not with you. I knew this was a one-time thing. Axel wouldn’t want to wait around for me to get out of my shitty situation. No man would. It didn’t matter how much I wanted him or how flattered I was that he wanted me. Wanting wasn’t enough to makeitwork.
“We’re here now, though,” I reminded both of us. “You have to make hay while the sunshines.”
He gave me a slow kiss. “I didn’t say we had to stop. But we’ll save fucking for another time. There’snorush.”
My body disagreed. Even though I’d had an explosive orgasm a few minutes before, my dick perked right up again when Axel rolled on top of me. His kisses were slow and smoldering, and his gorgeous dick lined up beside mine. Every bump and scrape made mehotter.
“Mmm,” he sighed into my mouth. He rolled his hips, and it was delicious. “I could come like this,” he whispered betweenkisses.
“Do it,” I groaned. “Shootonme.”
He thrust against me, shuddering. “Where?” hebreathed.
Reaching around him, I palmed his ass and squeezed. “Everywhere. Come all over me.” I’d never said something so dirty in my life. But it was shockingly easy to say exactly what you wanted when you trusted someone socompletely.
Panting, he sat up, his ass on my thighs. He wrapped a hand around his cock, but I knocked it away. With a firm grip, I jacked him. He dropped his chin to watch me, his six-pack heaving, his sculpted arms tensed into fists. With a slow, insistent rhythm, I pumped my hand along his cock. After a minute he made a guttural noise, and then I felt the first splash of come on my stomach. The sight of Axel climaxing was so beautiful. I could have watched him forever, but he dropped forward into the mess on my chest and kissed me. “Fuck. I’mdizzy.”
I put my arms around him before I could think better of the idea. “Isthisokay?”
“What?” he mumbled, his face inmyneck.
“Never hooked up with a guy before. Don’t know what to doafterward.”
He nuzzled my jaw. “Cuddling and a shower. Then you’re supposed to give me a thirty minute backmassage…”
I pinched Axel’s ass and he laughed. His laughter turned into kisses on my neck, and I’d never felt somuchjoy.
My eyes stung from happiness, and I was grateful to the darkness for hiding the fact that I was suchasap.
