No he wasn’t. Vahn had a good heart, no matter how uncaring he tried to be. He cared. Maybe it was my turn to take care of him?
I gazed up into his eyes, pushed my shorts over my hips, letting them fall to the floor, and whispered, “I’m not wearing anything under them”
Whatever resilience Vahn had left snapped.
He scooped me up like I weighed nothing, and slammed his mouth down on mine. This kiss wasn’t like the last one. It was rough, hungry, and all consuming. I didn’t feel him carry me over to the bed until I was dropped on the mattress.
Things moved quickly after that. I had about a few seconds to breathe while Vahn stripped his clothes off, before he tore mine away. Literally. The only thing left of my shirt was a tattered rag that hung limply on my upper arm. It hurt a bit when the fabric bit into my skin, but I didn’t have much time to think about it.
Vahn’s tongue slithered through my folds, washing everything out of my mind. There were some things that I thought couldn’t get any better. This was not one of them. I didn’t know if he learned some new trick, or if he was holding out on me earlier, but I didn’t care.
“Oh my god.” I moaned as an orgasm seized my body.
When I came back down, he was no longer between my legs. He was hovering over me. There was something else between my legs. Something thick and very hard.
“Sorry, Parakeet, I can’t do slow right now, so this is gonna hurt.”
That was all the warning he gave me before his cock thrust in, tearing through my virginity. Hurt was a massiveunderstatement. It was agonizing. The scream that came out of me felt like it was ripped from my very soul.
And Vahn didn’t slow down. He continued to bury himself inside me. I slapped his chest, trying to push him off me. When that didn’t work, I dug my teeth into his shoulder, biting down with all the pain he sent coursing through my body.
“Fuck,” Vahn grunted and snapped his hips forward, forcing the rest of his length inside me.
It felt like I was being split open. Thankfully, Vahn stopped, and gave me a minute to adjust. Eventually the pain ebbed into discomfort, which was when I was able to pull my jaw away from his shoulder. Left behind embedded in his skin was a bright red bite mark.
Did I do that? Oh no, that looked painful. I hope I didn’t hurt him.
“Hey,” Vahn placed a kiss on my forehead, and looked deep in my eyes. “You okay?”
Was I okay? He was the one who looked like he got attacked by a cannibal, yet he was worried about me.
“I’m okay.” I might never use my vagina again, but that was okay. I wasn’t really using it anyway.
“I’m going to move now.”
I nodded, giving him the go ahead.
Vahn moved his hips, thrusting in and out of me.
I thought oral felt good, but this… This made good look like shit. Slow, languid movements quickly morphed into a frenzied fury that had my toes curling. Vahn fucked me hard, and he fucked me fast. The pain was still there, but it was behind a blanket of sensations that lit my nerves on fire.
The orgasm that was tensely winding in my core was different than the others I’d had. It was more intense, and almost deeper. Two thrusts, and that cord snapped. I went flying off the edge, my vision and ability to breathe went with it.
When Vahn roared out his own release, I was starting to come down from that cloud of ecstasy. The sound of his pleasure sent me right back up.
I don’t know how long it took to come back down, but when I did, I was out of breath and exhausted. My entire body was limp. My limbs laid heavily on the mattress, while my eyes refused to open.
“I need a nap.” I yawned.
Vahn chuckled and kissed my head. “You better get some sleep, cause I’m gonna fuck you at least twice more tonight.”
Something incoherent was grumbled out of my mouth. I was too tired to care, or fight when Vahn flopped down beside me and tucked my small body into his.
VAHN
Watching Emma sleep while she drooled on my chest was not something I ever thought I would see. I fought against my feelings for so long, all because Emma was too sweet for my world. And I was right. Except it wasn’t my world that she was too sweet for.
It was me.