Page 6 of Ecstasy
I want to go home and get to my bathroom sink and grab a benzo and fucking knock myself out and go to sleep. I want to get out of here.
But I don’t bother trying to fight Alex. What’s the fucking point? This will be over soon. He’s just getting back at me. It’s just, what we do.
“Alex!” I hear Eli’s voice again and interestingly, he sounds angry. I don’t think I’ve ever heard Eli sound…anything.
Alex is laughing, but he spins us back around and Eli is in my face, shielding my tits from view. I guess I should be grateful, but as he steps closer, his chest grazes my pebbled nipples and my breath catches in my throat.
I don’t think he even notices.
If he does, he definitely doesn’t care.
He’s staring up at Alex. “Cut it out,” he yells at him over the music and the throng of people being obnoxious as hell. I see the veins in Eli’s neck straining against his skin. I see his collarbone, too, and I can smell him all over again.
I want him to step closer.
I want to be between him and Alex.
I want more than my breasts grazing against him.
Fuck.
This is not good. The molly is fucking me all up and I shouldn’t be thinking about boning my exandhis best friend.
I close my eyes again as Alex keeps laughing.This’ll be over soon.
I just repeat it over and over in my head.This will be over soon. This will be over soon.
I’ve survived far worse than this shit. You know, like an overdose. Besides, tits are nothing to be ashamed of. Fuck him. I won’t give him the satisfaction of squirming again.
He dips his head down. “You hear that, princess? Eli wants me to let you go. If I do, how are you going to pay us back for that?”
His words light a fire under my skin and my eyes fly open.
Eli is staring right at me.
He’s still so damn close, I can feel his body heat against my chest. It’s like he’s caging me in, so no one else can see me. Just him. Just him and just Alex, at my back.
I try to squirm again out of Alex’s grip, so I can turn around and face him, but he only holds me tighter. What he doesn’t know is that despite what he’s doing, I would pay them both back. I’m so turned on the moment, I’d probably let them both take me at the same time. It’s not like I haven’t thought about it before, and this fucking molly is making me want things I can’t have. Things I shouldn’t be thinking about. Things I—
“Hey!” Alex’s voice suddenly turns cold. He pulls up my top, let’s go of my arms and yanks me into his chest, his arm around mine, covering my breasts. “I didn’t say you could touch her, you dumb fuck. Get out of here.”
Eli’s eyes flick from mine to the guy Alex is talking to, right beside him. It’s the blond guy with the baby face. I realize his hand is outstretched, reaching toward me. But at Alex’s words, his eyes go wide, fear replacing the lust on his face.
It isn’t Alex that goes for him, though.
It’s Eli.
He grabs the guy by the throat, digging his fingers so hard into his skin the tips of them disappear into the guy’s flesh.
The guy is sputtering, his mouth opening and closing but nothing comes out.
My thighs clench together, watching Eli look at this guy with no expression on his face, but he doesn’t really need to say much.
And when he does, it’s just one word. “Leave.”
He lets the guy go, and he starts rubbing at his throat, coughing and choking, red marks against his skin.
But he leaves.
